Dec 15, 2003

My god. I don't know how much longer I can wait. I keep thinking "today will be THE day" but noooo. I must go home deflated and ulcered only to face another anxiety ridden day tomorrow. Will I be eating out tomorrow night for comfort? or celebration? or will it even be tomorrow? I can't handle this uncertainty. I am a rock, built on stone set rules and schedules. The rest of this year is a mystery. There is no comfort in that for me. I don't like surprises.

Cajetan: patron saint of job seekers

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